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Has a friend said something stupid like:

“Why are you spending your time doing that? You don’t expect it to get published do you?”

I hate people. Most of them suck and even the ones that don’t are often self-involved pain-in-the-asses.

A shitty comment can take the wind out of your sails in an instant.

“Ha ha! Don’t quit your day job!” is one of my favorites, usually uttered by someone who spends 40 hours a week in a cubicle on Facebook.

Look, you started this novel thing for yourself. Keep it to yourself. make it your own private hobby, your own indulgence.

No one else will get it except other people doing it and even some of them won’t.

Shhh…don’t explain, don’t justify.

Sit down, ass on chair, fingers on keyboard. Type!

 

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Are you thinking:

There’s only a few days left. I didn’t accomplish anywhere near my goal.

Are you like the guy who does P90x for 89 days and feels like a loser? The guy who doesn’t drink 364 days and takes one drink and immediately labels himself an incurable alcoholic?

All or nothing thinking, perfectionism–whatever you call it –not because we’re not being kind to ourselves but because it is self-defeating.

The point of NaNoWriMo is to jumpstart you and to get you started. Developing a demanding all-or-nothing attitude isn’t the point. Stay disciplined, don’t goof off and avoid excuses but when fallibility gets in the way don’t use it as an excuse to quit.

Got it? Good. Ass on chair, fingers on keyboard. Type!

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Writing is tough to do. I love it but its hard, especially when the cold business of publishing wears you down.

I was thrilled when I got a four book contract from my first publisher. The first one hit  the independent Mystery Book Sellers top 10 list and the same organization gave my second book the designation “Killer Book”.

Then later that month I got a letter that my publisher was dropping me.

Luckily another publisher picked up my third Duffy that was in the can and ready to go.

Someone in publishing read my books and told me to write something out of my series because it was very hard to resell a series. I did just that and took a year to write a totally new book. I had friends read it and they liked it.

The publishing pro didn’t.

A year later someone else in the publishing world picked it up and I was psyched. Nine months later the person let me know they were leaving the business and they’d done nothing with the book.

I was worn out. It was hard to be enthusiastic for writing books and as much as I loved Duffy I really didn’t want to write any more. I wanted to throw my energy into magazine work where you write an article and then you get a check. No promises, no hopes and just work. Not as much fun but not as many broken hearts.

There was this problem though. A big, pain in the ass problem.

Career Savers

For years I’ve been letting basset rescue groups auction off a chance to put their dogs in my books. You see, basset people don’t follow Publishers Weekly, Kirkus or other top 10 lists. They like stories where hounds are respected, kidded about and get to be the heroes that they are. They are, without a doubt, the most loyal fans an author could possibly have.

Because I took a year off from Duffy (I did release a short story collection with Ginny Tata Phillips) the auction winners piled up.

Career Savers

That meant I had to finish the damn book. I couldn’t look auction winners in the eye and my wife and I would have to avoid waddles. Well, Sue wasn’t going to allow that. I figured I’d bang out the book and self publish it and be done with it. I had 200 pages to go.

I did it. Then I was going to self publish and Kindle it along with the new book. The problem is to self-pub right it cost about $1200 a book. Right around this time a magazine that was my steadiest form of income folded. My disposable income for self pubbing dried up.

Like I said this business wears you down. I didn’t know what to do. I half heartedly sent it to a couple of minor publishers just hoping that someone would put it out and I could save the money of doing it myself.

I called my buddy JA Konrath and asked his advice. He said to self publish–he’d even lend me the cash or he’d write a letter to the guys at Amazon that had started a new mystery line and were publishing his last Jack Daniels book , Stirred. Joe did that. I didn’t give it much hope.

A month later a guy called me from Amazon. He absolutely loves Duffy. He owns a hound. He didn’t understand why my books weren’t top sellers and he was going to do all he could to change that. That, and he wanted my other stand alone book. Contracts were on the way.

I just looked at the phone. It felt surreal. I shook a little. then a big smile came over my face.

And I thought of all of those hounds. the homeless ones at the waddles, the crazy people who do ANYTHING for them , the people who collect them like potato chips and I thought about those “pain-in-the-ass” auctions. I thought about my wife who organizes these waddle trips for us and makes sure I go. I thought about Joe and Maria Konrath who a month before called me because they wanted help getting their own rescue basset. It was the first time Joe and I connected in a long time. Then he did me a favor.

And my eyes welled.

Then I thought about the great scene that I wrote for all those hounds  (and one Yorkie) who won auctions. They’re all at a luxurious dog spa at the Mandalay Bay in Las Vegas with Al getting pampered–which is exactly how a rescue hound should be treated.

So I’m sitting here on Thanksgiving with a two book contract with the hottest mystery publisher on the planet and I’m grateful. Wilbur my blind hound woke me up at 2:30 am to go out, Riley hasn’t stopped barking all morning and Roxie hit me in the face while I was drinking  hot coffee. Like a basset owner, I barely noticed and I didn’t mind.

I smiled and realized it was time to say thanks to all the rescue hounds and the crazy people who rescue them for reviving an author’s career.

And Sue is busy making a list of basset hound events she wants to go to this year.

 

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Shit happens in life. Bad shit.

Sometimes it occurs in the middle of your project. Sometimes people stop writing because of it.

I’m not going to tell you that you should push through it. You can, and it might even help. But depending on what happens you may choose not to.

That’s the key–know it is a choice. It might be the most appropriate choice but it is still a choice. You have the power. If it was your only form of income and you had a financial crisis writing would be imperative.

If you do feel like you want to choose to not write think about whether it has to be an absolute. Could you write less, less often or doing something else that keeps you close to your project. Of course you can..if you choose to.

I heard Lou Holtz say that in the next 12 months we’ll all have three crises hit us that we didn’t count on. I don’t know how he picked three but it seems to hold true. Each crisis has a different impact and a different level.

Be careful that you’re not looking for an excuse to quit…even when it’s a good one.

Got it? Good. Now ass on chair, fingers on keyboard. Type!

 

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You’ve had this feeling:

I want to write, I really do but I don’t know what to write today! I better wait.

You’re full of shit.

The real answer is you’re not sure what to write and sense that you might have to start and stop and go in different directions and maybe rip something up and start over. That sucks. It’s work and it’s not pleasant.

But it is different than not knowing what to write.

This is another form of telling yourself that writing is too hard. It isn’t–it’s merely hard some days. Stop being a wimp.

Got it? Good. Now ass on chair, fingers on keyboard. Type!

 

 

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Here’s a common thought:

I just reread my first 75 pages and it sucks. I mean it really sucks.

Well, I’ll be honest with you, it just might. I’m guessing the first time Michael Jordan through a ball at a hoop it missed and I bet Picasso’s first painting was a piece of crap.

You also might not have any real affinity for this. You might be able to get better but you might not ever be really good.

That’s the truth.

Two problems with using this for a reason to quit.

1. if you enjoy doing it do it for the sake of the experience. Don’t be a sissy. Finish it and feel it. You’ll never pick up a novel and perceive it in the same way again.

THIS IS THE REALLY IMPORTANT REASON

2. EVERY WRITER THINKS THEY SUCK

EVERY WRITER THINKS THEY SUCK

EVERY WRITER THINKS THEY SUCK

I spent a weekend with about 25 pros this past weekend. Writers who have one awards, had movies made out of their books and who have made real, I mean REAL money, writing. They ALL think their work sucks.

I’m not exaggerating. Not even a little.

Now, that doesn’t mean you don’t suck. But it might mean you’re brilliant.

Why not hang around long enough to find out?

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Are you asking yourself:

“Why did I do this? Why did I commit to so much work?

Half way through your thirty days it is a common sentiment. The excitement of starting probably has worn off and the easy nature of banging out words may not be so easy any more.

So why did you want to do this?

Because you always wanted to get your idea out on paper?

because you wanted to see if you could do it?

Because you had an important story to tell?

Whatever your reason you should write it down and keep it close to your keyboard. Read before you begin or when you get up in the morning. It will remind you of your purpose.

Got it? Good. Now ass on chair, fingers on keyboard. Type!

 

 

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I’m too old to start a writing carer…

Using the word “too” is the give away here. “Too” implies a judgement, a rationalization and an excuse.

How could you be “too” old to write.

You might say, “Well, I’m 40-50-60-70-80 and if I start now i won’t finish until I’m 40-50-60-70-80…”

True, but you’re going to age anyway. Why not spend the time doing something you  find fulfilling?

You could also make lots of age related excuses about it being a young person’s business, that no one will care about an AARP member’s ideas and other ideas like that.

Excuses, my older friend, excuses.

Now, ass on chair, fingers in keyboard. Type!

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I can’t continue to write this article/book/novella–I’m burned out.

What is burnout?

Is it not feeling like doing something any more? Is it when a project lingers on after the jolt of excitement in starting it has faded? Is it when the project lapses into drudgery?

Is it fatigue? Is it lack of mental clarity?

Well, if those things are burnout then I say writing a novel will result in burnout.

If you’re expecting to sit down and write everyday and be giddy about it, I think you’re out of luck. A writer whose name escapes me once said,

“I don’t know if I like writing. I like having written.”

If you’re tired, rest. If you’re foggy, do something to clear your head. Then get back to work.

Or don’t go back to work. You don’t have to write a book. It might not be for you.

But if you want to be prepared for days when it sucks.

Got it? Good. Now, ass on chair, fingers on keyboard. Type!

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Are you thinking:

This writing project is stupid. I’m not curing cancer or saving lives. It’s just stupid.

I met a dancer one time who said she danced for “The good of the movement.” That dancing by itself was important.

In other words we decide what is important. I believe that having an interest in something bigger than yourself is what makes life worth living. Completing a book fits that category.

It doesn’t matter what kind of book. The project is worth the exercise even if the content is only to entertain…which I also believe is a worthwhile goal.

Write for the good of the movement.

Got it? Good. Ass on chair. Fingers on keyboard. Type!